Goodbye

So many thoughts , I don't know where to begin , I'll start from my heart , and what I feel within . I still have feelings , which haven't changed , because when I left you , my life was re-arranged . the thought of you and her , is tearing me apart , because you will always have a special place in my broken heart . Do I still love you ? Yes , I do , but another part of me is getting over you . I never thought I would say this , but I simply have to confess , with each and every day that goes by , I love you less and less . I was always placed second best . I understand friends are important , maybe more so than me . but baby , you needed to understand that slowly you were loosing me . i may not have left your heart . I was slipping out of touch . did you ever see my pain ? I cared about you so much . never forget that I still do . you meant so much to me , in fact , you still do , from the bottom of my heart , I loved you too ! this has been the hardest thing saying the words good bye :'(