I Want To Be His Favorite Hello & His Hardest Goodbye

I really think there's a reason that I like him so much . Like something is telling me not to let him go . Everytime I follow my heart , it leads me to him . I mean , what other explanation is there . Why is it that he is all I can think about ? Why is it that no matter how upset I am , I see him and I can't help but smile ? Why is it that when he smiles at me , I get that feeling in my stomach ? & even when he'd broken my heart , & hurt me as much as anyone could ever hurt me , when he lied to me , & I hated him , why then did I still feel those same feelings ? Answer me that , & then I'll tell you why I let him hurt me so much .