Run Hard When It Gets Hard To Run

she’s tired . she’s tired of trying , tired of searching for the answers . she hates never feeling good enough , as hard as she tries , she’s no longer tough , she thinks giving up would be easier than the pain . she’s tired . she’s tired of all the sleepless nights & countless fights , she’s tired of no one hearing her cries and all the bullshit lies .she’s tired . she’s torn , hurting & so broken , she has so much to say , but it’s all left unspoken , she feels like she’s choking .she’s tired . she thinks the world of him , she feels like he’s her one and only , she wonders if he feels the same , because she’s tired of wondering . she’s tired . she carries memories around in her pocket , tries to hold herself together like her heart shaped locket , but she’s tired of running from the pain & as fast as she runs the lies still remain . she’s tired . all she ever wanted was to be his one and only , all she ever cared for was him , she’s too tired to keep fighting , this is her final flight . she’s tired . she tried her hardest , she did her best , her best wasn’t good enough to keep him at rest , she turned out the drive as he no longer chased her , she thought she had it right , she was so sure . she’s tired . her final battle is over , she lost her love , her best friend , she never thought , she’d see the end , maybe tonight , she will sleep through the night & in the morning , she can finally say , I am no longer tired :']