This Battle

you know that feeling ? when you're just waiting . waiting to get home , into your room , close the door , fall into bed and just let everything out that you kept in all day . that feeling of both relief and desperation . nothing is wrong . but nothing is right either and you’re tired . tired of everything , tired of nothing and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay . but no one ¡s going to be there and you know you have to be strong for yourself , because no one can fix you . but you’re tired of waiting . tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else . tired of being strong and for once , you just want it to be easy . to be simple . to be helped . to be saved . but you know you won’t be . but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting , with tears in your eyes . You’re fighting :']