Immortal Life

I'm so tired of being here , suppressed by all my childish fears & if you have to leave , I wish that you would just leave , cause your presence still lingers here & it won't leave me alone . these wounds won't seem to heal , this pain is just too real , there's just too much that time cannot erase , when you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears , when you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears & I held your hand through all of these years , but you still have all of me , you used to captivate me , by your resonating light , now I'm bound by the life you left behind , your face it haunts , my once pleasant dreams , your voice it chased away all the sanity in me . I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone , but though you're still with me , I've been alone all along :'[